Her sorrow

I'm trapped. I'm stuck. I can't breath. I'm full of sorrow. My life is in front of me. There are many things I can't take. My mom, I miss her. I want to go back home, go back to the very beautiful days.
Sometimes, I don't know what to do next. I just keep following no one. I just don't know.
I am a bad person. I made mistakes. I kept forgive me. I am tired. I don't think it would be this tired when I'm just 22.
A big future is waiting for me.